Everything happens for a reason | A Birthday Post

I don't know why but the first few minutes as the 00.00 ticks in I just burst into tears. It's like everything that has been weighing me down couldn't be contained anymore. I'm uncomfortable, my body hurt because of the recent fall. 

Most of my family members tested positive one after another. We lost a few close family members. Everything happened quite simultaneously that I don't really have time to process it. Feels like my worlds were colliding, falling apart and I'm not sure what I'm actually feeling. 

I've been reading and researching how to treat everyone in my family. I am no doctor but I want to at least know the right & proper way to help make them feel better. While everybody was recovering, I accidentally fall on my back and my whole body hurts. It was sore all over. 

And that happens a day before March comes. It surely is not a good start but still, I believe everything happens for a good reason. My condition is getting better but the pain is still there, tingling while I moved around. 

It has been a while since my last personal post. There's a lot I wish to share but for now, everything is in the draft. This should be one of my best days but Allah's plan is the greatest. Still, I don't think it is entirely bad at all. There are good things that happened and I trust in His plans for me. 

I don't have the energy to write more and the only thing I wish for now is for everyone to recover as well as myself. I hope everyone is in the pink of health and best condition. I'll see you guys in my next post. 

p/s: HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR SELF. YOU DID WELL.