Heartbroken

Heartbroken | As we are all struggling to face our own fears and challenges I pray that all of us will get through this sooner or later. Just hang in there. There'll be a time when happiness will embrace you as you persevere along with all the hardships you've been through. It won't be easy but He never gives you something you're not able to handle. 

As I'm writing this, I'm trying to heal. I'm trying to break through my own shells which kept me hidden from the world. A world full of hate lies, and all those negative energies drain my positivity away. I'm drained. I'm drained. I'm drained. I'm tired. I am afraid.

I guess I've broken people's hearts countlessly that now I am getting heartbroken over and over again that my heartaches are already a part of my normal life. Don't get me wrong, getting heartbroken is not only about loves. But love is always a part of it because love is big. Spread your perspective and see it from a different view. I'm sure you know and that you'll understand. I hope. 

Jeff Calloway said a lifestyle change begins with a vision and a single step, I got mine spiced up with too many turns that there was a time I felt like giving up. Feeling like there's no hope. Lifeless. I fall deep into a sea of thoughts while overthinking took over me. I was lost and unfound. 

This heart is still beating but who knows. Who knows. 

I apologize. I just had to get some things off my mind and needed to write this up as it has been a while since I last share with you guys my insights. Hoping to share that you're not alone in this. I know we're all battling that demon inside. But it will always be you who can decide whether to fight or not. I am fighting mine. Good luck with fighting yours. We're all one and the same.