Priority

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Hai lovelies.

How are you guys doing? May things go well for everyone who is reading this.

I have no idea what kind of intro should I put here but I am writing this anyway. I'm out of vocabs and ideas to write here, but I also need to convert and paint into a paragraph of words filled with so many feelings and thoughts.

I'm so bad at this, most of the time.

I'm sure some of you might know and might not know that I've started another journey to continue my study. It wasn't easy and I surprisingly had a hard time between those decision-making-kinda moments of whether or not I continue my study and should I work instead. Those kinds of tangled feelings. Might share this with you guys in the future (If I remember, I guess hehe).

Why priority?

What would you choose? Which one will be your choice?

Tbh it was so hard. Adapting to a new place was never easy. It takes time and I'm scared that I might lose it. Myself. But Alhamdulillah everything is going well now after so many unexpected things that occur along the way. I'm well aware that it's never gonna be easy. I brace myself and decided to never look back no matter what. Just gonna keep pushing myself forward.

My family was here with me for a few days. They weren't actually gonna stay here in KL for long but it seems that things weren't really like we've planned. From only a day it ends up to 3 days. They stayed with me for 3 whole days. I was super happy that they'll be with me for a longer time but at the same time, I am guilty of not being able to plan a proper stay for them.

My mom reminds me that things happen for a reason. Yes, that is true indeed.

God lets everything happen for a reason. It's all a learning process, and you have to go from one level to another. Mike Tyson

I was so unsure of everything. My mind was a mess. My heart is broken. I am broken to pieces for a while since back then. Tried my best to be strong and get a grip on myself. No one was there for me except for my family.

What did I do?

The only thing on my mind at that time was for me to put my family into my priority. I put aside everything else and focus only on my family.  Nothing else.

That was the best and the most satisfying thing ever.

To my surprise, my heart felt at ease. It was as if everything that burdens me was lifted and thrown away. Just like that. At that moment I know, I've made the right decision.

I've learned a lot in those past 3 days. I'm not going to mention what happens during that time, but it's enough to tell you that it opens my eyes to so many things and teaches me a lot more about life.

Thank you so much for spending your time here to read my not so worthy to read the post. May Allah ease everything for you guys. Remember, things happen for a reason. Enjoy each and every moment of your life. Take care and be safe everyone.

See you at my next entry.