I am not out of idea on what to write but actually am confused with so many feelings all mixed together. Please ignore the picture, It's not even related to what I'm about to write.
At one point, I am so sure of things and everything.
I know what I wanted.
I felt relieved knowing that it was the best for me or it will be the best for me.
"Embrace uncertainty. Some of the most beautiful chapters in our lives won't have a title until much later.Bob Goff
But suddenly it isn't anymore.
I am not sure anymore. Not sure of everything.
There is too much insecurities.
Am suddenly back to square one.
Puzzled with every little things thrown at me.
I am left in so much confusion.
With so many things going on all around. I am stuck.
Stuck in my own unreal realities.
It feels so surreal.
But.
All that I can say is that it all comes from you.
Nothing hurts you more than yourself do.
So love yourself.
Thank you so much for spending your precious little time here. I am sure you have your own worry and insecurities that you're facing right now. Conscious and unconsciously, we are facing different types of obstacle and trying to get over the hitch in order to get to where we're heading to. So, I hope that we'll all be strong enough to face it.
I've been taking a few breaks along the way (some of you might know and might not know, but yes I did) when everything suffocates me. If you're tired and need a little space, be sure to take a rest and break free from all those bothersome stuffs. Just a little while would be enough. At least you'll feel much better after that.
And this people, is so random. My fingers would unconsciously swim across the keyboard forming words I couldn't say but it appears to be well scripted on the screen.
Warmly,
Ray
Hi kak ray.
ReplyDeletehi dear
DeleteI feel you Ray.. Take care and keep strong 💪
ReplyDeletethank you akak ^^
Deletewalaupun banyak halangan, kita kena kuat untuk hadapinya kan..
ReplyDeletein shaa Allah. ameen. thank you kak zaza syg
Deletethis post feels like near to me. When the time comes, it really hard and feel suffocating each minutes. Made me wanna stay away from all like socmed, and people and fly faraway.
ReplyDeleteu feel me right. it's hard to explain how we exactly feels.
DeleteI feeel you! Sometimes blogging can get tiring so it's perfectly fine to take a break once in a while.
ReplyDeletei'll always support you x
i know every single person out there is struggling to get through their days as well. thank you so much sis
Deletesalam.
ReplyDeletehi..yaya drop by here..
not sure how u feel at this moment hehe..but, if you feel tired (with all around goes with u) just take a break from thinking about it..ok darl ^_^ dont stress ur self with it
wassalam. hiii
Deletethank you for dropping by. and thank you so much for the words.
Why am I stumbled upon such feelings to everyone this days. I'm feeling it too. Let's strive to overcome this and be stronger ;)
ReplyDeleteyeah. let's fight for it.
DeleteI do understand what you feel, Ray. It's hard but I have to be strong and try to think positive all the way. I hope everything going to be okay. Be strong and take care, Ray! :)
ReplyDeleteameen. thank you so muchhhh. in shaa Allah. I will.
DeleteSame goes to you okay. mmuah
Hi there! Just came back from a quite 'long hiatus' hihi... rarely update mine but always do bloghopping. Take care dear. Daaaa...
ReplyDeletethank youuuu. you too take care okay
DeleteHai kak rayyyy :) dropped by here :*
ReplyDeletehi my dear. thank you for dropping by
Deleteyou'll get over it ..caiyok!
ReplyDeleteameen. thank you so muchhh
Deletei feel youu
ReplyDeletewaaaaa thnk youuu
DeleteI feel you kak Ray!! :') we all have been in a different situations but all we need is understanding!! T^T *and support also hehe :3
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Keep on inspiring!!! :D and Happy Eid al-adha <3
thank you so much sayang.
DeleteKeep strong and believe in yourself :)
ReplyDeletethank you sis. ^^
Deletelove posts like this. ♥
ReplyDeleteawww thank you so much. Recently I haven't really had time to create new contents and kinda busy with works.
DeleteI miss writing contents like this. Knowing there are others who still love reading this kind of post, really makes me happy.
"where there is hope, there is always hardship." - Sea, BTS
ReplyDelete"if you look at it in a certain way, it's harder loving yourself than loving someone else. honestly, let's admit the standards you put out are harsher on yourself. Inside the centre of your life is a thick growth ring, it's a part of your life, and is also what you are. Let's forgive ourselves now" - Answer: Love Myself, BTS
"i'm so fine. you're so fine. all the sadness and scars has become a passing memory. so lets send those away with a smile, we so fine. lets leave those worries folded aside and lets just enjoy. you worked hard, we so fine" - I'm Fine, BTS
Be strong Ray sayang. stay strong. ;)
This is so beautiful. I love this. Thank you so much KC sayang.
DeleteThis is one of the main reason and supports that helps me to keep on doing what I'm doing.
Nampak mcm biasa je but no one knows the real impact it made on the person who reads this.
All the mix feelings you're experiencing right now, I hope it will slowly fade away and you'll get your writing mojo back.
ReplyDeleteTake all the time you need and we'll see you again whenever you are ready.
Love ya!
I love you too ! You inspire me each and every time I read your post.
DeleteThank you for being a part of my world, my blogging world.
i feel good to come here hehehe
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you did.
Deleteexactly how i'm feeling between these two weeks. it's still shallow and mellow. yet it's enough to make me feel engulfed in this soft and moist suffocating turmoil. whatever. fuck it. happy new year ! :/
ReplyDeleteI totally feel you. Happy New Year to you too.
DeleteI hope you are doing much better.
i meant to read some of your "thoughts" and i don't even remember that i had read this. the moment i read it just now, it hits. the timing just right. i read the same post while i'm facing the same moment. not sure either to laugh or sigh. anyway, i appreciate this writing. again hehe :)
Deletetbh Ray..i really love ur blog, ur writing. keep it up!
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